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Bummer Summer
01:34
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Banging my head against the wall
I can tell from your eyes that it’s all my fault
I’ve been staying up late and don’t ever call you back
I slammed all my windows shut
And boarded my doors up
Self isolation comes easy to me
I know better than to build all these walls
And it wouldn’t be that hard to just give you a call
It’s a Friday night and we should be out anyway
But you’re probably mad
And I get it i do
I wish my bad habits didn’t affect you too
This summer’s just a bummer
And i think I’d rather stay in
I know better than to build all these walls
And it wouldn’t be that hard to just give you a call
It’s a Friday night and we should be out anyway
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Childhood Home
02:45
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Radiator
02:51
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The radiators humming dissonance
I’ll stay here, keep my distance
I sleep like shit when I'm at your house
So I'll stay at mine, I like it better now
Lay in bed, question my existence
I’ll stay here, keep my distance
I feel like shit when I have my doubts
Focused on myself, I like me better now
I’m sick of wasting all my time
Wondering if you’re gonna come outside
You know I'd text you back if I really wanted to
There’s no point in staying up late, waiting on you
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Redline
01:57
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I'm kicking rocks
And I've been staring at this sidewalk for half an hour
Wondering what I would say to you
If you simply answered
I’m feeling dumb
Choking on my tears
Out in public
A strange display
For strangers on their way
To the filthy redline station
Maybe it’s all my fault
If the problem isn’t me then why does it keep happening
Maybe I try too hard
Wearing my heart on my sleeve, hasn’t done much good for me
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Lil Kid
04:00
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The rains falling hard now, but you’ve got a car now
Yknow, I'll still walk home alone
Headphones turned all the way up, drown all my thoughts out
To a Courtney Barnett song
Walking makes me feel better, makes me feel present,
Feeling earth beneath my feet
Count the cracks on the concrete
Find myself wondering what’s buried underneath
Forgiving too easily like a little kid
Eager to please you,
Give in too easily, haven’t learned my lesson yet
Maybe one day I’ll grow a spine
Maybe one day I’ll remember how to be mine
My friends all tell me I overanalyze everything
Is that a problem when I don’t feel right
about anything
I’m trying, failing, constantly regretting everything I do
So I’ll walk home in the rain
To keep myself from regretting you
Forgiving too easily like a little kid
Eager to please you,
Give in too easily, haven’t learned my lesson yet
Maybe one day I’ll grow a spine
Maybe one day I’ll remember how to be mine
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